mellow to the ear
its thrilling me
seek this maze of pleasure
can i fully know now that i'm
fading?
very strange of me to ask, i know
see what its done to me?


Do you people not see what its done to me?
sitting in the sun is this medicine i cant explain. to me i feel like someone has made me. made my personality, my hands and my eyes, which is what i have never felt before and i'm glad that i don't feel this feeling too often or i would die slowly. i'm grateful for those days . the secret about today is nothing which is odd since i usually have something in my head

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in here we are all anemic,
anemic and sweet

see things in my eyes




what should they do
dance for you and then sleep in the seal next to you
and i believe you
and i dont believe you

I never understood that


we are all anemic

nothing to say that isn't known
nothing to see that isn't shown

all i've been doing is breathing
i hate that i have absolutely nothing to say except that i'm breathing i like some of these photographers and i like alot of photos like some by burning shadow, i really like some of her stuff





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we are all anemic